Monday. 4.23.07 5:23 pm
Rumors going round and Baby, I guess its true.
Everybody knows it here but you
I love you girl, but you still ain't got a clue.
"You're nice, and smart, but..." I choke.
Choke worse than the San Diego Chargers in the playoffs. Choked worse than my beloved Mavericks did last year. "But...," Britany asks as we trek the trail from our night class back to the dormitory. It's somewhere around 10 PM, and we ended up having a lengthy conversation about men and women, which led to talk about sex, which led to talk about love. I confessed to her that I have only truly loved one woman for almost half of my 19 years on this planet and in return, she confided in me that she her book of love was not all that well versed( like mine,) when the above conversation took place.
"But... You're nice. And smart, and.." DON'T CHOKE, I yell in my head, "beautiful, Britany.. And it's rare when all three traits are in the same person... You're something special." It was then that I turned to face her and saw that she was blushing. We talked some more and, for a change of pace, she ended up walking me to my dorm building. I told 'er bye, collapsed on my bed, and took a week to actually write something.
More updates coming.. Soon.
Hey! I'm on every day hah but don't always have the time to update on all of the stuff I'd have to mention if I did. So i wait until I forget most of it and then make a shorter entry of the things that I do recall haha And the funny thing is that my rating went down at the point when I was posting the most. I took it as a hint HAHA » etheracide
on 2007-04-23 05:31:37 oh dear. i want to know what happens next!
and thank you for the advice. i should probably run all the guys i like by you, considering that you were the first person to mention that he didnt seem that great. » bananaface
on 2007-04-23 06:47:23
That's sweet and, come to think of it, true. Most beautiful girls are very aware that they're beautiful, which is annoying itself, but then they focus all their attention on maintaining that beauty, and their brain cells eventually just... die. I don't know much at all about this Britany character, but from what I do know she sounds amazingly unique.
And, I'm turning into you? How so? » Le_Jes
on 2007-04-23 06:53:04
Haha, I usually just have to yell at myself inside my head not to laugh. A lot. :P At least it works, eh? » randomjunk
on 2007-04-23 07:27:54
You, my friend, are one smooth talker. Major prop points. But, also - major good luck vibes heading your way from Laredo. Also, your video? love. » Helena
on 2007-04-23 08:58:58
Honestly, I don't know why people play that game. Some friends made it up. We were playing Spoons, and the 2 losers had to do that. I lost... so did my other friend. It hurt.. I'm not going to lie. But FUNNY as hell! haha. » dis1girl
on 2007-04-23 11:14:03
aww cute! you made her blush :P good luck with not choking next time you want to say something, but are having trouble with it.
Ya know, I think that's the longest comment you've ever left me. . . I know I only have a couple more months left and I really need the money so I don't have much of a choice but to stick it out. I need to work the hours that I can in order to save up for the move. It blows, but that's life sometimes. » LostSoul13
on 2007-04-24 02:12:02
It's almost finals, I've been busy. » Chloefoxx
on 2007-04-24 04:30:50
I make him out to sound like a huge ass, but he's really not that bad. He has anger management issues, so sometimes little things like shoving me just escape him... but he does try to contain himself.
He's sweet though. Like last night, we're talking on AIM and I show him » Le_Jes
on 2007-04-25 08:06:00
Damn, comment got sliced and I don't feel like retyping. Bottom line, he does do some pretty sweet things and such. I just focus a lot more on the bad, because I'm just crazy like that. » Le_Jes
on 2007-04-25 08:07:20
yeah, whatevz. You gotta hit the little nerd-girl where it hurts the most, doncha, meanface?
I saw that I had seven comments on that entry and I was like, "oh! wow! did they like that entry about the river? I'm so excited about it it's the coolest history of a river ever, maybe they liked it too...". no. No. and also no. I might be too depressed to write part two... maybe I'll just leave it hanging there, The River, Part I, forever....
I'm going to go ahead and check out this termite infested window now. You know, maybe throw myself out of it.
You know I'm kidding about throwing myself out of it.
But I will probably wake up tomorrow with the same sentiment that I woke up with today: the world I live in in my dreams is preferable to the one I live in when I am awake. That's depressing. Except for tomorrow I get to eat miniature cupcakes. That knowledge should keep me going for a little while longer at least. I'm being dramatic. Don't mind me. I'm going home now. I've been at work for like 15 hours.
I haven't actually commented on what is in your entry. I will cause, like woah, man, that's HUGE! But but but not now. night. » Zanzibar
on 2007-04-25 11:53:02 oh dear.
you deffinetly have a point. » bananaface
on 2007-04-26 06:59:53
^_^ THAT was absolutely adorable! » little-b
on 2007-04-27 10:46:13
Actually, I didn't tell you to try the forehead thing.. I told you NOT to. The big red thing, I just think it's pretty funny-- that's what the losers had to do after a game. Try it sometime. :) » dis1girl
on 2007-04-28 01:20:53 i love friends like that.
im sorry you dont have her[? your phone time?] anymore. :[ » bananaface
on 2007-04-28 01:21:37
I miss the sweet awkward moments.. But I guess there are bnenfits to being together forever too lol » lyndeep
on 2007-04-30 11:32:16
damn sounds like you love her, just go for it dilated, stop CHOKING. And hurry up and tell us what happened. » catatonicloki
on 2007-04-30 05:04:42
I love your layout.
I love your entries.
And good on you! You totally said one of the nicest, best things you can say to a girl.
I am thinking of using my old account for writing, but I don't know. I write with pen on paper now, the old-fashioned way. But you should definitely go to Chicago. It's a pretty neat place. I love the trains. The stations are wooden and dirty and fabulous, and rush hour is great for watching people and smiling at them.
PLUS there are gangstas who call you Kirsten Dunst and ask for your autograph. » Sarah
on 2007-05-01 12:38:38 Yup!
I'm attending a training program for audio production and recording arts. It's a sweet deal, i'm super pumped for it. » redintersectsme
on 2007-05-01 11:49:53
I actually own it. :P Have a complete save with every single thing done. » DarkDragonKnight
on 2007-05-02 01:32:54
I did it with 3, 4, 5, and each little expansion that came between them. Then I did it with Samurai Warriors. lol, All of that hack-and-slash is leaving me a little numb. » DarkDragonKnight
on 2007-05-02 01:55:50
Devil May Cry actually isn't worth the hype, but it is pretty fun. The first one is great, and I heard the third one is really good too. The second, however, was one of the most awful things ever. » DarkDragonKnight
on 2007-05-03 11:29:41 Re:comment
LOL, I suppose I'm not the most comforting person. If you'd like a reality check, though... I guess I'm alright for that. » ranor
on 2007-05-04 12:21:25
I personally hate God of War, but that's just because it's a plain old action game. It's really not that special. I'd get the first and third Devil May Cry games, and if you have an Xbox, it's a sin not to own Ninja Gaiden.
I'm gonna buy all the Shin Megami Tensei games coming out for PS2, and I'll get Odin's Sphere. That ought to be enough to tide me over through the summer. » DarkDragonKnight
on 2007-05-04 12:54:08 Re:comment(s)
You have a pleasant day too ;) » ranor
on 2007-05-04 11:37:51 john is just my best friend.
no romantic interest or anything of that sort. » bananaface
on 2007-05-04 10:13:47
yep she's still the same stupid girl » changbang
on 2007-05-04 10:41:07 yeah, I know, I like never update
Not like you, anyway, you update all the time! I mean, look at this entry. Here you even SAY "more updates coming soon"
and by soon, you mean, what... 100 years? Soon in geological time? » Zanzibar
on 2007-05-05 03:49:36
done. thanks for reminding me.
So should I mark on my calendar when your next update is going to be? Or am I going to have to buy a new calendar before that happens? » Zanzibar
on 2007-05-06 03:08:41
Hahahaha. It's called the mute button on your computer. [: » Cher_lyn
on 2007-05-07 01:02:23
Nope, it's just a really pretty quote i read. It has to do with finding strength and purpose through others. » redintersectsme
on 2007-05-07 01:17:45
Thanks for the good luck on my job interview! I am hoping they call me back next week for a second interview. » kkama67
on 2007-05-09 12:20:57
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