When you can?
Though we both know
That the worse part about it
Is I would be free
When you wanted me..


So it's 18 past midnight, and normally, I'd be charged up to stay awake for atleast another hour or so. Some nights, I could probably be awake for another four, five.. give or take what occupies my time. Pero, not today.
Today.. I'm going to bed early, just like last night. 'Cause int he mornin', I'm going to lift weights like I did this morning... Not sure what drives me to do so.. but, I am.

That song.. Joh Mayer. Reminds me of my relationship.. or, lack there of, with Michelle.. what it used to be before I secluded myself from her. It appeared to me that she never truly had time for me.. but, plenty of time for others. I felt as though I had been replaced, and that's gotta' be one of the worse feelings someone can experience.

But.. eh, no more. My relationship with her isn't that great.. After months of feeling neglected aswell as replaced, I decided to atleast pretend that I didn't care anymore. I didn't walk with her to anymore classes, or even talk to her after classes or school. Rather, whenever I saw her, I'd turn around and go away. When she tried to talk to me, I pretty much only avoided her then too, until the last day of school.. but, that's another entry.


My body is sore.. side effect from weightlifting. 'Tis a truly weird thing because I lifted in the morning, and felt the soreness about seven, eight hours later, after Passions.


Driving alone is fun.. I actually sang in the car while I was on my wa back. Even though I was covered in sweat, being able to sit ina car by myself and just drive with, with a destination in mind, by myself with my music was .. nice.

Almost as nice as sleeping. I listen to music.. or the TV while I sleep. I don't like to sleep without a voice or something.. always been that way.

Great
Don't let her get you down. Singing in the car alone is always fun and great. I hope your soreness goes away and have a great day. Peace.--Anna
» Anna Galanos (4.26.212.63) on 2004-06-17 03:09:30

Michelle. I'll never get her either. even after knowing her seven years. » of_your_mind on 2004-06-17 08:54:32

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